August 20, 2004
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mmmmmmmmmm. crack is yummy…..
of course, i don’t intend on smoking crack. are you smoking crack, McCrackums?! i’ve written my thoughts on drug-addiction before and trust me i have full confidence that i am right to a degree. drug-addiction does not seem pleasant. and even though i generally don’t have an addictive personality i’ve seen myself in a certain situation that leads me to believe that some things make me cave easier than others. one size shoe does not fit all my feet but some fit all too well and that is really kind of scary.
like melted cheese. i could have eaten a full spread thanksgiving dinner for the last 8 hours but if i see melted cheese on ANYTHING, nachos, cheese fries, cheeseburger, cheesy ice cream, i go berzerk. straight to the cheese i go. no detours or distractions. get that shit in my mouth, pronto! that’s my diner thing. mozzarella fries with gravy on the side. yummmmm. you gotta get the gravy on the side or else the fries get all fucking soggy and then it’s all over, man. might as well be eating oatmeal with your fingers.
but stuff like coffee. i can feel how strongly coffee affects me and i love it! i love it so much it scares me to never drink it. it also scares me because i’m skittishly obsessive about my sleep as it is. i don’t need another reason to pile on to my mountain of obstacles to sleep. you know what sucks about coffee though? the crash. man, i hate that. it’s almost as if you’re even more tired than if you hadn’t drank it at all. then i guess it’s just time for more. for some really ironic reason, i have this notion that coffee is terrible for you so i don’t want to get in the habit of drinking it. i say it’s ironic because the stuff my liver has seen really makes coffee look like cotton candy. btw, #1 most used addictive drug in the world? caffeine.
get back to work, you fucking worthless drug addict. hehehehehe.
Comments (10)
i think i have a pretty addictive personality and i drink coffee but i don’t i’m addicted. i don’t have to have multiple cups/day and don’t have to drink it everyday. plus, i quit smoking … so maybe i don’t have an addictive personality. haha
mMm coffee…
or drink more coffee?
i think i definitely have a addictive personality. i smoke, i drink coffee…i never been addicted to drugs though (thank goodness, i don’t need another thing I’m addicted to).
omg, i want mozzarella fries with gravy now. THANKS a lot.
i dont really eat cheese/drink coffee. hehehehe.
i can live without neither of ‘em. crazy, eh?
gees, you say it as if i’m some kind of a weirdo for not eating cheese. hehe. but yeah, i don’t like cheese. i DO eat it, if it’s on pizza/pasta…but i don’t normally eat stuff that has cheese on it, or even cheese flavor in it..i don’t really eat cheese with wine…i don’t eat mozzarella sticks…i don’t eat sliced cheese…etc etc. i GUESS i’m a weirdo then! haha~
I’m an caffeine addict myself. You know, there is an awfullly strange connection between cofee, cigarettes,alcohol, and KOREANS~! how’ve you been? : )
i can’t function without coffee. i too love so very much melted cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese! but too much of either will make me go poo-poo.
well..u can read it during lunch..